Dream Smay Come True

I awake to heartache from dreams I can't quiet remember
like gum to a shoe the feeling sticks
I reach inside myself to pry it loose
my arm chest deep down my throat
deeper and deeper I go
until I feel it
and it's hardened like my spirit
and I pull like a fool
not knowing the consequences
but it just hurts
to want to see you so much
and feel like this every time I do